Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Papas Fritas con Vino

Aqui estoy...sola. Today I feel like most of the day was spent alone. Although in the company of others for a while, it's good to understand the necessity of solitude. Y yo necesito la soledad. I need the time to think, to gather my thoughts and just...be. You know? Do you know how to just Be? It's a hard thing to do. In fact, it's still something that I have yet to perfect. I know when I am doing it right though, and I know when I am not. Today though, today I am getting it right. Today I did the things I wanted to do, I went where I wanted to. Today my thoughts can find their home in my words. I find comfort in the simplicity of it all. And at times I am simply uncomfortable in knowing that I am not being true to myself. I miss my home immensly. Home, in the sense that things are in their right place. To me, this is the home that everyone craves; familiarity, a sense of self, a "place" to belong. I am unaware of what is to come in the next few days to...come. I do know that I will do my best to make it all my own. To..own it. I love you. Sleep well this evening. Buenas..